Some shit

It's kinda weird...lately. Not much happened actually, but things are getting complicated. To be honest, I don't even know what is getting complicated. Somehow it's there, as if I am a psychic or something-- I could sense it coming. Maybe I am just confused. Maybe nothing is changing. Who knows.
On the other hand, I am tired. But excited. Malaysian Open is approaching and everybody is training hard. I made myself train so hard to a stage where I can't even climb on stairs properly. My arm muscles are aching. A spot on my butt hurts. I can basically sleep anywhere anytime now cuz I am just too exhausted. Sounds crazy but I am actually enjoying the moment. It's hard to have everybody so high spirited and gathered together like this.
We are leaving on next Sunday when my short novel is gonna be published on newspapers. What a timing. I haven't been writing stuff since I posted that damn article out to Sin Chew. Whenever I feel like having my thoughts written down, I will eventually find myself surfing net or becoming a couch potato. And I hopelessly think having my own little space can get myself inspiration. Ha!
Damn it. Monday blues. I am now in my blogger slot cuz I am not productive enough to squeeze anything out from my mind. And I hate using Mac's Chinese input system. I need a nap...Gosh, I think I am gonna fall asleep...yaiks....